I’ve been perusing other blog sites and I notice that pretty much ALL of them are so much more “profession” they are compared to mine.  I just want to point out that I am not blogging to teach anyone anything, nor am I trying to enlighten people about certain things in life.  This is my virtual diary.  This is my garbage disposal since I can’t afford to go see my therapist-which totally sucks ass since she’s been there for me pretty much through eight of the ten years of my relationship to DB.  I don’t have anything witty to post here about my life.  I’m at a raw and vulnerable spot after the ruin of my marriage, and I’m trying to navigate the fucking world of emotions I live in.