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So I’m not a huge Iggy Azalea fan. Sorry to those if I upset you. My favorite rapper is Eminem. I love that man.  He is my husband, he just doesn’t know it yet 😉  Anyway, the first time I heard this song I was INSTANTLY hooked.  The beat is great, it’s produced well.  But it’s the Damn lyrics that are what have got me invested in this song.  How can you not love the intro-ESPECIALLY after ALL the fucked up shit I’ve gone through with DB.

I’m gonna love ya
Until you hate me
And I’m gonna show ya
What’s really crazy
You should’ve known better
Than to mess with me harder
I’m gonna love ya, gonna love ya
Gonna love ya, gonna love ya
Like a black widow, baby

I mean, SERIOUSLY!  I gave that man EVERYTHING I could, and it was never enough. Even now it’s not enough.  But that’s alright…

This twisted cat and mouse game always starts the same
First we’re both down to play then somehow you go astray
We went from nothing to something, liking to loving
It was us against the world, and now we just fucking
It’s like I loved you so much, and now I just hate you
Feeling stupid for all the time that I gave you
I wanted all or nothing for us, ain’t no place in between
By me believing what you say that you never mean
Like it’ll last for ever but now forever ain’t as long
If it wasn’t for you I wouldn’t be stuck singing this song
You were different from my last but now you got a mirror
But as it all plays out I see it couldn’t be clearer
Now sing

I mean, this verse just HITS HOME!  All the words he said to me, that I believed..all that I gave him, and it’s all wasted time!

You used to be thirsty for me
But now you wanna be set free
This is the web, the web that you weave
So baby now rest in peace (It’s all over with now)

‘m gonna love ya
Until you hate me
And I’m gonna show ya
What’s really crazy
You should’ve known better
Than to mess with me harder
I’m gonna love ya, gonna love ya
Gonna love ya, gonna love ya
Like a black widow, baby

I mean,  he really has NO CLUE what I’m capable of, ESPECIALLY where my kids are concerned…what an idiot.

I’m gonna love you until it hurts
Just to get you, I’m doing whatever works
You ain’t never met nobody
That will do you how I do ya
That will bring you to your knees
Praise Jesus, hallelujah
Imma make you beg for it, plead for it
Till you feel like you breathe for it
Till you’ll do any and everything for it
I want you to fiend for it
Wake up and dream for it
Till it’s got you gasping for air
And you lean forward
Till they have a CAT scan to check on your mind
And it’s nothing but me on it
Now it’s me time, believe that
If it’s yours and you want it
I want it, promise I need that
Till I’m everywhere that you be at
I can’t fall back, go quick
Cause this here is fatal attraction
So I take it all or I don’t want shit

It was like this in the beginning..the kind of thing where you meet on lunch for quickie car sex..sexting before it had a name. 

You used to be thirsty for me
But now you wanna be set free
This is the web, the web that you weave
So baby now rest in peace (It’s all over with now)

You used to be thirsty for me
But now you wanna be set free
This is the web, the web that you weave
So baby now rest in peace (It’s all over with now)

I’m gonna love ya
Until you hate me
And I’m gonna show ya
What’s really crazy
You should’ve known better
Than to mess with me harder
I’m gonna love ya, gonna love ya
Gonna love ya, gonna love ya
Like a black widow, baby

Some guys just DO. NOT. GET. IT.  They throw away a loyal and faithful and unfailingly constant woman because they don’t wanna admit THEY are fucked up, making US out to be the problem. Whatever. I love love LOVE this song.  It’s telling me that I’ll lie in wait, and strike when you least expect it…most probably when you go to put your shoes on in the
morning.  I’ll really poison your ass, then you can genuinely be pissed at me, but even it’ll still be your own Damn fault for not checking your shoes before putting them on.

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