FOR FUCKS SAKE DOES ANYONE ELSE FIND THE DESKTOP VERSION SO ABOMINABLE YOU’D FIND BIGFOOT, THE ABOMINABLE SNOWMAN AND JIMMY HOFFA BEFORE GETTING ANY SHIT DONE?! I kid you NOT it took 30 fucking minutes just to post a YouTube link!! GAH! FUCK YOUR DESKTOP VERSION WORDPRESS! YOU’RE FUCKING UP MY DELICATE SYSTEM AND CREATING ANARCHY AND ITS NOT GOOD FOR MY CHAKRAHS! (and idgaf if it’s misspelled!)
So, the whole POINT of this tirade is that I am going to have to post from my phone- which is JUST AS MUCH AS A PAIN IN THE FUCKING ASS as the desktop version. Not too mention the app “update” is shit as well and some of my loyal tribes persons AREN’T GETTING THEIR NOTIFICATIONS WORDPRESS YOU USELESS DICK! I’ve been in a hell of a place so I make no excuses for my sailor blushing mouth.
Monday I just hit this emotional wall and I did all my self soothing thingies and it was either self harm-which I have NEVER done, OR……
I paid someone to give me pain. Yes, I got new ink. I called and they weren’t busy, drove right over and this was done in about an hour, start to finish. I can not believe how amazing it is. The guy did a fucking FANTASTIC job. He said he’s never put Roman Numerals in an infinity symbol. WOOHOO I’M A FIRST!! Ok, so the numerals are for my kids birth dates. The BBFL-explanitory. But I chose purple for Shawna, as it was her favorite color. 4 really special and important people in my life immortalized on my arm forever. Best $80 ever spent.
Now, christmas was shitty as I didn’t have my babies. I DID however FINALLY get to spend time with my niece for the first time and loved it. My father in law and step mother in law sent me $150 and a beautiful necklace. I still haven’t taken a pic of it yet as I put it on as soon as I got home. My mother in law and step father in law got me smell good candles and a $25 gift card to Bed Bath and Beyond. If I’m repeating this, I DO apologize as someone has been calling at all hours and…. *blushes furiously* Anywho, I think I’ve FINALLY gotten all the kids christmas CLOTHES out away from the grandparents, and tomorrow is room rearranging day. Yay. Therapy is going well on my shoulder-HALLELUJER I CAN CARRY A GALLON OF MILK WITHOUT PAIN!! PRAISE BABY JESUS!! Tomorrow the kids and I are going to sis’ for new years. Nothing big, at least I hope not. I can’t do a bunch of people.
I need to do my year in review… Maybe tomorrow, idfk. It happens when it does.
Tonight I’ll kiss my lucky cotton ball and keep wishing for what I desperately want. And no, I’m not gonna fucking tell anyone because then that destroys the point of my magic cotton ball?
Sass, out ✌