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I’m emotionally off. Not quite hypo not quite mixed or even rapid. I’m just kinda bumping along. It would be great if I would either start my period or two me in pregnant because all this emotional bullshit is too much right now. So is the nausea and the craving shit as well as the crying for no reason… Fuck. I think I will just cry myself to sleep in my newly painted room that I did today. Today blue (while Florida tries to two me there is no such color… Thanks for ruining it)