I somehow managed to gather up a handful of sporks today after my morning meltdown. I eventually remembered to call Kathy’s office to ask for something for the anxiety and panic in the am. Even with the time twiddles, I don’t think it will help. I’ve been tired all day from the panxiety. I used 3 sporks today at the dentist’s office. No, I do not particularly want to discuss it right now. Maybe tomorrow. I did, however, receive my first check from workman’s comp for my lost pay. I am able to get the rest of my car fixed-right hub, new brakes, rotors and alignment. I will be dropping Vivi off in the am at my cousin’s shop. I have my MRI Arthrogram scheduled for Monday. I have to be there at 9, and it’ll take about 2 hours. I’ll see if they will play my music. MY music keeps my more level headed. I will be having a kid free weekend, and I really have no idea what to make of that. I may also be having a parent free weekend as well. I REALLY don’t know what to make if ALL of this if it DOES happen. Blessing in disguise? Tomorrow is the last day of April. Praise the Gods. I am looking forward to May and it’s better beginnings. I am now the proud owner of 8 cheap metal thumb rings from the treasure chest of the dentist’s office. I love them, and I’ve been wearing them for a couple of years now. Monkey gets them for me. May has been played with alot today, and has taken up residence on the couch. I don’t think she will be moving to the bed tonight, and that’s ok. The Tooth Fairy will be making an appearance tonight. I’m ready to crawl into bed, and I think I will. Goodnight, Sassafrains. Sweet Dreams of Evil Doings. Wait, what?!